July 21, 2005

Regret

I can’t really feel a lot of emotions, and regret is one of them. I don’t think I’ve ever regretted something; or at least I don’t remember regretting anything. I can say that I’m incapable of regretting any decision I make — I can’t really do much about the decisions that are made for me.

I’m introspective, but I know the past is past. I can’t do anything about it. And I know I’ll do the same thing over and over again given a choice — how can I do something else and still remain myself? If the choices you make make you, then you can’t really afford to have any regrets. Or you’ll end up contemplating suicide every other minute…

I have no time for regret; and I despise navel-gazing, ‘if only I did that’ types.

I’m someone who (somewhat) knows what I am all about, and I’ve spent countless hours thinking about all kinds of shit that goes on. And I know that I’ll never regret anything I do…ever. I may be sorry I did something, but won’t regret it.

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1 comment:

Rat said...

I wish I could say the same for myself.And after reading two posts it seems you have a great blog here yourself :).. Ok back to reading the rest.